step 1: making something.

"don't think about it. don't talk about it. do it."

and i did. fuck you.

my first ever game with my first ever deepest dive into a game engine i've never used. this was a weird learning curve for me, and i just made a SUPER EARLY DEMO PRE-ALPHA thing that i swore i couldn't do a year ago, hell, even a WEEK ago. i did it, and now i want to die. who said this game development thing is easy?? this SUCKS. i never want to willingly spend more time to do this (but i will because this is a passion project and i can make things happen if i put my energy into it.